apparently i am too intimidated to walk, in my gym clothes, through a lobby full of fancy strangers to try to find the gym in this hotel--totally risking walking the wrong way, looking like a fool and having people stare at me. why cant the gym be on a higher floor like most are, rather than the lobby? i think i must have some sort of phobia or anxiety disorder if such a journey intimidates me enough that i just head back up to my room to work out.
if i knew where the gym WAS, it wouldnt be so bad....maybe.

what is this a sign of?
i am so easily intimidated. shy. terrified of being embarrassed or experiencing awkward moments.
is there a pill i can take for this or something?