i dont think its really him i want or miss... i...just like the idea. he provided something for me....a new possibility and hope..... sort of. thats part of it. the other part is....well, we have history now. i miss his memory.... and, well, him.

blast.

cant i just get a cute emo shaggy haired boy?




<--like that?

























dang.
maybe i should quite pining after "my type".
the "my type" guys never seem to work out